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I hate weddings

There, I said it. And also in the face of being called a jaded single chick. But you know what? I don't care. I hate weddings. I hate everything that has to do with them. The venue, music, seating charts, food, cake, the dress, bridezillas, bridesmaids, engagement parties, gifts, the hype. Why is all of this such a big goddamn deal? Hooray! You found someone you want to share your bank account and your living quarters with for an undetermined amount of time. Why does the celebration of that have to be blown out of proportion? Into this massive celebration where the couple spends an exorbitant amount of money on food, linens, entertainment and a venue to have the BEST WEDDING EVER. Because that's the most important thing when it comes to getting married. It's not about commitment, it's not about love. It's not about the life you're hoping to spend together and the romance behind that. It's about money. And the bullshit feeling that brides get that cause them to want to gloat incessantly to EVERYONE. Here's my ring! I got him! Let me make you feel horrible about being alone. Yes, I know. It's exciting. You're in love. you found someone to be with. But, to me, it feels like everything has been demeaned by the shallow, tacky, cliché "traditions" that go along with it. Why do we feel like we have to celebrate this way? And lose the true meaning of marriage?

Weddings suck

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I feel like I'm losing my shit and there's really nothing I can do about it.

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Well tonight was another frustrating day at work...

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I am such a huge mess

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i'm confused again >.

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ok. time to leave all my bad crazy behind and embrace the good crazy.

list of priorities for the next 5 years:

  • be employed

  • maintain awesome relationship with josh

  • move closer to josh (3 hours or less)

  • buy a car


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man i'm really feeling the distance this week. next week will be better and the week after that even more so since he'll be here! XD

to do...
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look on craig's list for treadmills look again when you have more money
take GRE practice test - assess outcome and schedule actual test if applicable. looks like grad school is not possible until next year...
work on homework for web class
-talk to jay about concept and needs
-create mock up
-email prof with information
buy train tickets for christmas
access credit card info online for the first time
go to the bank
research jobs i could do
search for open positions
apply to a couple jobs this week
Parkland admissions counselor position?
clean my room
write a note to myself about how awesome i am
write the final good bye letter


seems good enough to me. will add more if it dawns on me

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so i got approved for my first ever credit card today. that's pretty exciting. just wanted to make a little note to self.

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